different ppl have different thoughts

test 1 has come to an end. seems like everybody has decided to go out and have a 'fresh' air outside. i tried to be as strong as possible to not go anywhere as i have went out twice and spent quite much also. i wanna watch the hunger games, but i know that i wont be spending on cinema only, i'll b spending on smthg else later. btw, i have watched john carter last tuesday and its cool la. not that bad. so, recently, ive been doing many works altho i have no more test, but the hectic life must go on kan. ive been thinking of the words 'alone' within this week. this is my first time, i feel alone. i mean like, i dont have that someone, a bestfriend that stick to me 24 hours night n day. i mean, like my asasi n high school life before, at least i have someone who always b with me here n there. but now, i have to b independent. i dont really care abt it actlly, because in life, sometimes u must follow ur heart, what u want to do, dont just rely and waiting for ppl to say yes, then u say yes. if they say no, u have to say no altho u dont want to. in life also, u have to be brave in making decision, sometimes u have to be selfish to decide. dont decide for the sake of others. decide for what u think is good and decide because its good in His way. btw, like the title stated there, different ppl have different thoughts. i just love to HEAR whats in your mind by talking it straight to my ear, i dont like SEEING whats in your mind straight from this rectangle screen. be mature, be brave to decide and stop talking back. im not creating an enemy, im just trying to fix what is wrong here. very offensive post, yet a reminder to all of us.

And hold firmly to the rope of Allah all together and do not become divided. And remember the favor of Allah upon you , when you were enemies and He brought your hearts together and you became, by His favor, brothers. And you were on the edge of a pit of the Fire, and He saved you from it. Thus does Allah make clear to you His verses that you may be guided.

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