ive lost my strength for now. felt weak. naahh.. went to klia early this morning with sadness.. i try to search happiness and laugh around me with hopes its not gonna be a sad goodbye. i found temporary excitement while having our breakfast. we saw national football player, amri yahya. i like him!.. *happy2. but then, seeing my family entering the departure gates.. gahhh.. its so hard for me.. im fragile but pretend to be strong. yeah, i didnt cry. i did it.. but it hurts me so much. back to the bedroom, felt lonely, nothing can describe how weak i am.. im hungry but i didnt have appetite at all.. i miss them.. so much... :'( i wanna go back..
ya allah, pls gave me some strength to face all the trials and tribulations while im here....
salam.
ReplyDeletehey.be strong!
u're here for many reasons,right?
miss them?
then,make them proud of you with ur successful!:)
thanks kak ulfa :)
ReplyDeletebe strong! I know how it feels. having a life miles away from them could be a saddest experience for us. believe me, you'll get used with it! :) it's hard, I experienced it too. but who doesn't want to make his/her parents proud anyway? :D deal with it!
ReplyDeletehuhu.. i'll be used to it.. gahh.. thx a lot anon!
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