tata :(((

All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go

I'm standin' here outside your door

I hate to wake you up to say goodbye

my journey is about to begin in a few hours more.

done with packings

my father said

'mcm mau pindah seja'

yeah.. i do admit that..

so many things and stuffs

the luggage weight is much more than my bodyweight

about 11.35 am, Friday 2nd july

me and my parents will fly to kl by MAS airlines.

i will leave my beloved hometown

i will miss sandakan for sure

i dont know what life would be there

as im not used to live in a metropolitan world

plus, i will miss my beloved little sister sooooo much

i hope she will be fine as shes the only one left at home with my parents.

i will miss our time together

playing, fighting, watching our favourite tv shows

ouh.. i hate this feeling...

just now, she ask me if i come back for raya

so, she can tease me again

she's the one who made me 'melatah' every single minute

saturday will be the day

registration day

i hope everything will run smoothly

and hoping for it to finish faster

agrobio foundation centre, UPM...

wait for me to come!

these 2 days will be hard for me

i dont wanna cry at all

i dont want to let them to see me cry.

i want them to be happy for sending me there

a great place and a starting for me to chase my dreams.

dear family,

im sorry for all my mistakes and bad behaviour

im sorry for letting u guys down before

i dont want to repeat my mistakes

thank u so much for all the sacrifices that u guys made for me

i appreciate it so much

i love u guys :) xoxo

dear all,

pray for my success

pray for my life there

i hope there will be no culture shock at all. hehe

dear Allah,

please give me strength

keep me away from bad influences

dear me,

please focus on what u're doing

study smart

let them see only u're success not failure

please make u're family proud

this is the time u prove to everyone

that u can do it

this is the time u pay back every sacrifices that have been made for u

take care of u'rself

choose the right friends

always pray

hardwork

thats the key of everything

and the most important of all,

use the money wisely!! haha

ok..im sooo sad.

tears running down my cheeks

the body feel so weak

its hard for me to make a step out from the house

but, that step will bring me to success

cheer up, nabila!!

i guess i have no time to blog, tweet, tumblr and fb-ing

since my schedule are packs.

see u later fellas :))