bising baa

so pissed off with today's condition and environment

can i say any bad words???

can can can

uuuuuurrrrrgggghhhh

from morning till now, the whole day!!!!

this things so disturbing my life starts when i become a teenager...

the moment i wanna be appreciated they were avoiding me

i starts to realize i was not an apple of my family's eye.

yeah... im not.. im really sad..

all this time i was doing something different from the others

just to show it to them im good and im the best

i was struggling 2 years

just to be appreciated

but it seems nothing to them

i was silent just to ignore of being annoyed

but i was wrong

to be loved is to make noise (rupanyaa)

aishh... i know they hate me, bcoz appearance more importance then what the inner says

no ones seems understands me.. only my friends knew my true colours.

i dont care if they hate me for what i want to be

just dont insult it ok...

at the moment i was trying to search what i want for my future

they were interrupting..they decide it for me

at the moment i have chosen my path...

they try to argue with it instead of supporting...

they were trying to push me to do something that i cant bear on..

ppl, if u want it so much, y dont u ask urself to do it..

now, i dont where else to turn to..

i feel so lonely...

b4 sleep, i always convince myself for every decision i made

i speak to myself

yes, thanx dear self......

p/s: im down rite now... ppl, plz stop asking and sound like *sighing*